Tag Archives: Diet

When Will it End?

I am sorry I have been gone so long. I don’t have much of a reason other than that of getting bogged down with life. But I am back now. Sometimes I let myself get swallowed up by the hope … Continue reading

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What will be?

Is recovery inevitable like I make myself believe? Or is it a mysterious land that spurs me on to exist even though it is a beautiful place which I will never reach? I feel like I am waiting for life … Continue reading

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I want to change. Can I change?

Sorry I haven’t posted for a while. Been ridiculously stressed out with exams plus the looming prospect of moving from one student house to another in less than a months time. Packing, cleaning, cramming revision, argument with bf, and letting … Continue reading

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Take two.

I know you’ve heard this before; I too have heard this before. But that doesn’t mean I cannot try again, simply because I cannot carry on the way I have been. For a week now I have been eating my … Continue reading

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It’s that day I’ve been nervous of; ‘tomorrow’. I am, so far, so good. Touch wood. I decided to log what I ate yesterday on the forms for the ED people to see. I cannot hide my binges. It’s like … Continue reading

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Rotting.

I am rotting, I am rotting My soul melts and fades Dissolved by thoughts of illness Killed by this mental plague I don’t know how to be strong When my walls are crumbling down I don’t know how to look … Continue reading

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Failure.

It’s half three. I had a banana and some grapes for lunch. Then just now boiled eggs, but they were horrible. I knew I wouldn’t be eating again until about 8pm tonight and I cracked. Tomorrow really has to be … Continue reading

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