Tag Archives: poem

Promise.

Posted on July 3, 2014 by anon013

Remember that dress you used to wear? Leopard shift and it made you so pretty Now it hangs alone, gathering dust Never again will you wear it aged twenty Things have changed now, that life’s gone For an illness has … Continue reading →

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A poem to my ED

Posted on July 26, 2013 by anon013

What do you want with me you contagious, belittling bastard? Do you want to watch me cripple and crumble to the ground, In a heap of sheer desperation that is encaptured in your wrath Yet desperate to break free from … Continue reading →

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Train ride home

Posted on June 15, 2013 by anon013

Who painted the fields yellow with oils so thick, rich, bold and stark That they pierce through the retina and numb the mind with their beauty They wash any thought from the head with their sheer power Lighter than the … Continue reading →

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Goodnight

Posted on June 10, 2013 by anon013

Little bird singing I can hear your sweet song As you tell the stars stories of your day Your feathers plump up and blend with the darkening sky Your beautiful tune lulling weary children to dreams and calm sleep . … Continue reading →

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I’ll be who you dreamed I would be

Posted on June 8, 2013 by anon013

When I was just a little girl I envisaged who I wanted to be She was pretty and smart and funny But she most certainly wasn’t ‘me’ . Because I am a woman at war Not in unity with my … Continue reading →

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Battered

Posted on June 5, 2013 by anon013

The waves crash me and bound me Slap me and crown me In flickers of glorious shame I hate what I do and I hate who I am And bulimia is all I can blame But who is this monster … Continue reading →

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Rotting.

Posted on May 15, 2013 by anon013

I am rotting, I am rotting My soul melts and fades Dissolved by thoughts of illness Killed by this mental plague I don’t know how to be strong When my walls are crumbling down I don’t know how to look … Continue reading →

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Goodbye.

Posted on May 10, 2013 by anon013

Goobye my friend, my rival, You’ve almost beat me now. It’s time for me to leave you And find some hidden power. I’ll no longer be dominated Or devoured by your games You wreck my mind and body, You satiate … Continue reading →

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I loved you once.

Posted on May 9, 2013 by anon013

When I knew not of conscience, But just knew of free will, My mind felt distant unity, Life was lived for thrill. But I was just a child then, The world hadn’t played sick games, And now my mind … Continue reading →