Tag Archives: ill

When Will it End?

I am sorry I have been gone so long. I don’t have much of a reason other than that of getting bogged down with life. But I am back now. Sometimes I let myself get swallowed up by the hope … Continue reading

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Well due for a positive post.

Wow. Finally something positive. Normally its two steps forward one step back but sometimes that feels like 1,000,000 steps forward and 999,999 steps back. But I am finally making a bit more progress. So I haven’t calorie counted for a … Continue reading

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I made myself sick.

But not for the purpose of buli. I was at bf’s last night and went to bed with stomach cramps. Then woke in the night feeling sick. I woke him and said I would go sit in the downstairs toilet … Continue reading

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Positive? Negative? Neutral.

I am not happy. I am not sad. I am however scared but when am I not scared of everything in life? I am happy because it is my last week of lectures this week. Then I can go home … Continue reading

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Where am I?

I don’t know if I am in a good place or a bad place. But at least I am somewhere between the two. So I guess things could be worse. I cried to bf last night on Skype. He said … Continue reading

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Goodbye.

Goobye my friend, my rival, You’ve almost beat me now. It’s time for me to leave you And find some hidden power. I’ll no longer be dominated Or devoured by your games You wreck my mind and body, You satiate … Continue reading

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I loved you once.

When I knew not of conscience, But just knew of free will, My mind felt distant unity, Life was lived for thrill.   But I was just a child then, The world hadn’t played sick games, And now my mind … Continue reading

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