Monthly Archives: June 2013

Ready to try… Again

But most importantly, I am ready to try. I will try and keep this short and sweet because I want to sleep! Finished the mission I started about 2 or 3 weeks ago of clearing out my room. I even … Continue reading

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I made myself sick.

But not for the purpose of buli. I was at bf’s last night and went to bed with stomach cramps. Then woke in the night feeling sick. I woke him and said I would go sit in the downstairs toilet … Continue reading

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Freedom.

Freedom is the power or right to act, speak, or think as one wants without hindrance or restraint. For those of you who have never suffered an eating disorder, or those of you yet to recover, let me try and … Continue reading

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Recovery tastes so damn sweet.

Eating 1540 whilst also working out (maybe slightly excessively but hardly). I feel incredible. I can’t believe I didn’t do this sooner. Is that what it’s like to feel normal? The eating disorder has almost become a creature inside me … Continue reading

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Believe in me one more time.

I need you to. Because I am losing faith in myself. Every time I think I have figured out what I am doing wrong I go and binge and throw myself off track. But I cannot do that again, this … Continue reading

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Having a really bad day.

It’s only 12:22. I woke up late and had no motivation despite a very busy day ahead. All I wanted to do was binge. Went for a run… *forced* myself. Started my recovery scrapbook to try to convince myself this … Continue reading

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Sharing The Love Award

So I was nominated for a variation of a Liebster Sharing the Love Award thanks to: http://invisiblewoman13.wordpress.com/2013/06/16/sharing-the-love-award/ I’ve never received one before but it appears to be some form of chain mail type thing (though much better than the ‘forward … Continue reading

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