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Fighting for a nonexistent victory

I remember when my eating disorder used to be my life. I used to love it, to cherish it, I was proud of it. Each day it helped me achieve by getting skinnier and skinnier, eating less and less, conquering … Continue reading

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Update

Recovery is going well. So well that I am feeling so positive that I struggle to write anything meaningful? Apparently that’s a problem real writers have when their emotional issues or depression lifts… they lose the ability to write. I … Continue reading

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As promised, the update.

It’s been such a **** day. Cravings have practically overridden it, thoughts of food. Of my shape, my weight, the way I look. But I haven’t binged. I broke down in tears this evening and nearly had a panic attack. … Continue reading

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